The End of the Trout’s Nose

I am tired today! And with good reason: it has been an intense week, with teaching, writing deadlines, school events, a special occasion, two trips to Budapest, and more. Nor am I the only one tired; I sensed the fatigue in my students this morning. Everyone’s anticipating the autumn break, which is just a week away. (For me it will be busy, but still a change of rhythm.)

Sometimes, when tired like this, I still try to get things done, since there’s so much to do. But resting has its place too. Things do get done.

Also, getting things done isn’t all that matters. Why would it matter at all, if there weren’t something worth resting for too?

That’s a somewhat odd notion, playing on a weary brain, but I’ll try to explain it a little.

The things that matter aren’t exactly what we think they are. No matter who we are, we get caught up in certain vanities: getting things done, doing things well, achieving a desired result, all of which are important, but not to the degree that we imagine. I say “we,” but each of us has private distortions.

What does matter, then? It isn’t just one thing; it can’t be pinned down to one thing. Robert Frost wrote in one of his notebooks, “There is such a thing as sincerity. It is hard to define but is probably nothing but your highest liveliness escaping from a succession of dead selves. Miraculously. It is the same with illusion. Any belief you sink into when you should be leaving it behind is an illusion. Reality is the cold feeling on the end of the trouts nose from the stream that runs away.”

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